Tuesday, March 31, 2009

i misz him...

hye.....


despite all quarrells, fights, harsh words etc..................... i stil missin him like hell...... wat shud i do....


it's not as easy as u eat a plate of rice wif delicious home-cooked lauk pauk......


it's not easy guys.....


n i have 2 admit dat.....


i misz him every single moment.....


eventho i noe dat he's not mine anymore.........


admit it dear........


Monday, March 30, 2009

headache+heartache=PAINFUL

where shud i start again??? everythin is not d same anymore.... everythin has changed.... everythin has turn their back on me....

why????.........................................................

is it all my fault?? am i being too sensitive or it was juz u dat being tooooo "unsensitive"?????

well, it not my right anymore 2 say anythin bout u....... how u dump me.... i will dump u d same way.....

how u hurt me.... i wil hurt u d same way......

it's karma... what u give, u get back
what goes around, comes around babe.....

dat's life..... accept it dear...... he doesn't want u anymore...... dats reality.... dats d fact..... FACE IT!!!!!!!!

watchin' d way u treat me today in class.... is juz another knife stabbin on my tiny lil heart.... it's tooooooooooooooo hurtfull!!!! my heart bleeed without me knowing how 2 cure...... i prefer 2 hurt myself than to feel thia pain in my heart... but what shud i do????? i cnt kill myself...... i'll never.... i stil hv my Islam wif me eventho i'm not d pious 1.... but i try.....

how shud i face d coming days or weeks or months or years..... or 4eva???? pleAz God, give me strength..... give me d way.... give me d sign.... what shud i do......???????

headache stil..... n heartache 4eva...... stil dont find d cure....

*****************************huRt***********************************

~cHumiLbErcHumiL~
riAng riA hdUpKu,
sUkA dUkA hDupMu...

Saturday, March 28, 2009

i dun understand!!!!!!

nape perlu b'chenta klu ko b'chenta juz u lukakn hati die?

nape mengaku syg klu ko juz pura2?

nape ckp rindu klu ko cume rindukn bnda lain y ade pd die?

nape b'jnji langit & bumi klu sebesar kuman pon ko xmmpu nak tunaikn?

nape sumpah setia klu setiap kata2 ko juz mainan lidah?

nape kapel ngn die klu ko tau ko xmmpu nak bahagiakn die?

nape trus b'gntung pd die klu ko xpernah nak hargai die?

nape plih die klu t'nyata die bkn y ko suke?

nape suh die wat mcm2 u ko klu ko xtaw nak b'trime kaseh?

nape heret die dlm chenta niey klu ko cket pon xpduli?

nape ckp ayat2 jiwang klu realiti ko maki hamun die?

nape? nape? nape?

i dun understand!!!!!

~cHumiLbErcHumiL~
riAng riA hdUpKu,
sUkA dUkA hDupMu...

i'ma DoNe!!!!

hahahahaha......
everythin fiNish alweady.... hhahahaaha (not everythin lar... stil remainin reading workshp n EXAM!!!!!!)..... hahahhahah..... dun Care... wanna laugh also..... hahhahahahhha

okay2... enough of laughin'... (hihhihih... sEE!!! stil laughin....) ish2..... syikin, r u dat haPPi????? huhuhuhu.... YEZ I AM!!!!!

well... readers... d hectic weeks alweady end (ehem2... 4 me... nut evry1... hahahah... piTy dem...) dun jelez yar.... hahahahaha.....

my socio, assessment, readin n writin lesson plan, simulated teachin, etc. i da laksanakn sumer.... hahahhah..... feel like 10tones of cOncRete bLock being remuved frum my baCk... hahhahaha... exageraTe a Bit..... hhohohohohoho.....
now i am FREE...like a flyin biRdy.... hahahh.... i'ma flYin.....

frum time being... stil countin hoW many days leFt b4 diz sem end... (cn't wait!!!!!)... n i mish my home terribly..... mama... wanna go home!!!!! u laso feel like dat aite???? huhuhu... yeh!!! we all da same.... 1 band 1 soUnd lar katakn!!!!

huhuhuhu.... enuf m'bebel alweady..... nnt i'll update mY blog okayH???

Monday, March 23, 2009

nOthiN' elSe

haih.............

how shud i sTart......?????

cumin baCk frum my Hometown, feel more relief than b4... maybe bcoz... i finally cn meet my beluVed famILi... huhuhuhuhu.... HOOORRRRAAAAYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

buT it's noT enUff!!! i wan more days there!!!!!!! huhuhuhu..... (crY aGaiN!!!)

loAds2 n loAd2 of worK waiTin 4 me here in KeY eL.... writing quiz lar... simulated teacHing lar.... reAdin wurKsHup lar.... asseSSmen lar... soCio lar.... wat elSe????? huhuhu.... but.... thinkin dat toNS of dat worKs.... i feElL dat i goin 2 burst in pieces.... (prangggg!!!!!! like pgn pecaH like dat... ahahhahahaha!!!!!)

huhuhu..... bUt gOd is Greatest..... He givEs way 4 us by leTTing us 2 puJuk2 ouR lects to poSpone d asaimens... huhuhu.... socio next thursday bru hntr!!!! YEAY!!!! i luv sOciO.... simulated quite okay lar... pospone til wed coz mon gOt quiZ... (*&^$#$@#$... m'carUt cket...) n then.... hurm...

da xda da y pospone.... hohohohohoh....tgi hak laen je ler... tgU ms jer nak abeskn.... "Bila ler bnd ni nak abes?????" (ayT y sLalu de dLm otAk kcIk caYe)


huhuhu.... okay ler.... gotta stuDy writin niEy.... matI ler esoK... RIP....

huhuhuhu....

bubye....

~cHumiLbErcHumiL~

riAng riA hdUpKu,

sUkA dUkA hDupMu...

Thursday, March 19, 2009

sAlam.. sAlamaN... b'sAlaM...

alo2.... ehem2.... uhuk2....

assalamualaikum....

announcement2....
p/s: sy wat blog gak... sjer jer... coz tgk cm besh jer blog2 ni... hohoho....

hurm.... pe y nak tlis dlm blog ni ek???? hurm.... hurm.... hurm... think... think.... think...... argh!!!! xde idea!!!!

xpe2.... nnt gue update blog gue yer..... diminta kpd blogger2 y expert thp dewa m'beri tnjuk ajr sertA skil2 y diperlukn u m'bLog dri anda.... heh...

makacih.... nytez2....

~cHumiLbErcHumiL~
riAng riA hdUpKu,
sUkA dUkA hDupMu...